Gift of a friend

firstly u gained a lot of friends
finally u lost a lot of friends

that's what happen to me

but that was my past

to all people who I have hurt before
I'm trully deeply totally sorry
hope apology accepted
if not.. it is still ok
I understand since I'm bad forgiver too
I'm naturally stuborn and hard-hearted
since there r still certain people I cn't forgive sometimes

I'm looking forward to what in front of me now

I suddenly touched by the song "gift of a friend" by demi lovato
a nice and meaningful song
that urged me to post this

to aza, i mis u! thanks for being such an amazing friend..
u stand up for me eventhough u noe what u will loose in the end
u lost them bcos of me.. even I hv said that to u
u still back me up.. thnks for the explaination in ur blog
nway cradle to grave!!


to kak efie, I miss u..when cn I meet u??
dun worry i understand ur life now
nway cradle to grave!!

as for me.. I've learned the lessons
my new motto " always cherish what goods people done
& erase all the bad things people done out of ur mind"
I hv promised to behave myself properly
everything in my life..my family comes first
If anything happen to me.. i'll definitely need their help & support
I love them to the fullest!!!